I have a secret.

And I wonder how you will feel about me when I tell you.

I have someone I’ve really been loving spending time with.  

And it’s not my husband. 

Has that ever happened to you?  You start getting to know someone and pretty soon you realize that when you know you might get some alone time together, you start feeling kinda well, excited?

Well this is happening to me.  

Yesterday morning after the school kids were off to school, I found myself having another opportunity to hang out with this person.  

It was a brisk, sunny January Southern California day with big puffy white clouds moving across the sky.  

Our meeting place was quiet, beautiful and rather hidden, which added to the intrigue of it all.  

We chatted, we laughed, we shared a little bite to eat, and we gazed into each other’s eyes and smiled. 

I had suspected I was feeling this way already but yesterday sealed the deal.  

I am head over heels in love with him.

And the funny thing is?

I don’t think my husband would mind at all.

‘Cause I think he feels pretty much the same way as me. 

Sorry if I got you all worked up for nothing.  But I couldn’t help it. After my date with El Destructo in our backyard “treehouse’ yesterday morning, I realized how much this is all true – that I’m utterly head over heels in love with this blue-eyed, wispy blonde-haired son of mine.  

And in the middle of my daily chaos, I must remember to force myself out of the routine and the obligations and the cleaning and the bills and the phone calls and the mama list of endless to-do’s and simply hide away with my little lover.  

‘Cause there’s not much more I need to turn me on than a guy smearing yogurt all over his face.


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